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I got a job as a mobile developer at a design studio in Santa Monica. I basically program iPhone apps at the moment. It's a good job but I am still in school and I didn't get a spring break because of the job and I can feel the pressure at the moment. I don't think I am going to be getting much sleep till school is out and I finish my first few projects for work.

Deep breath, I may not be ready for this but my feet already left the dock. Here's to not drowning. Cheers mates!

I am seeing Rent this Thursday at the Pantages Theater in LA and I have an extra ticket. Anyone want to go the ticket is like seventy bucks or something (if it's more I'll pay the difference). Please I don't want this ticket to go to waste its fucking Rent here people com'on!

3/5/09 8:00pm (I think) 70 bucks. The seats are center 3rd row back of the mezzanine I think. Anyone?

So while I was hanging out with Elisa, Alicia, and Andrew I remembered a mini series I watched last year. You should all watch it.


Wormtooth Nation Episode 1 from Wormtooth Nation on Vimeo.

So I found a old poem I wrote a long while ago and since I don't normally post things anywhere else here it is:

Does she have that something in her eyes
that makes it so you can't help but sigh?
Does she draw you in with the smile on her lips
that only brings a warning touch to her hips.
Does she cause you to dream while you lie in bed
unable to sleep without an image of her in your head?
Does she make your heart beat faster
even if you should walk past her?
Does she know how I feel
or are all these hopes and fantasies composed of something unreal...

Okay back to cleaning.

People need to stop disappearing when making plans. I've had plans the last two nights and each time they were canceled or ignored to some degree. Today was my day off and I didn't do jack shit, people that will do things need to stop having other plans when I have a day off. This Friday and Sunday I am free, I better do something one of those freaking days.

So Texas was awesome and awful... I got a ticket for speeding and driving without really stopping is so painful... I got in at 3 am this morning and had to go to training for my promotion at 7 at a store I didn't know where it was... so I got an hour of sleep so needless to say I am beyond crazy at this point. Back to news of Texas!!! We have Sound and Fury's pinnace hahahahaha! We ran into Alyssa and her friend, Stephani, on the final day of the faire which was really awesome. The last day was the best by far. I am slowly coming down from the crazed mood I have been in but I don't want to sleep yet cause then I will wake up at like 3 am and that's no fun.

I am headed off to Texas as of November the twenty-sixth at two p.m. GMT -8. I am road tripping it out there with some friends to go to the renaissance festival and see our friend Kevin who now lives in TEXAS!!! We are pretty much doing this to see Sound and Fury cause well we are huge dorks but heh its gonna be AWESOME!!!


TEXAAAAASSS!!!

Happy Halloween to you all!

So I went out trick or treating tonight with a couple of friends and had quite a bit of fun despite my age heh. I love the mask I have as it seems to scare quite a few people with little to no effort to me although I still put in plenty *cackles*.



So I went to Daimon for my birthday. Teppan tables yay. Good service and girls dressed up in their Halloween costumes so I am thinking this is gonna be great. Here comes our cook and he is... Mexican? This sounds racist but when you go to a Japanese restaurant that is for the show you do expect Manny to come out and cook but whatever lets see how good he is... Well I'll get to that.

Soups up... its not miso... its tempura upon broth basically, its fine and in the mean time salad comes and our waitress has already refilled my glass with coke, cool. The salad was fine, its an average salad with alright ginger dressing but who puts a tomato slice over a salad? Ut cooks here. Hello Manny you are friendly lets hope your cooking is good and you do good tricks. He spins his spatula nicely and juggles which is a nice show but lets get to the food. The rice has come and well... an Asian restaurant that can't cook rice right is not worth it, this happens to be the case. It is not steamed or boiled to the right consistency giving it an over chewy almost crunchy feeling. The sauces are served and one is a weird ginger sauce and the other is a spicy mustard both are okay, I have had much better of each in much cheaper place. Now wait what do I see the cook making... noodles? Okay I like chow mein but eh... he just added parmigian cheese. Uck I am just gonna move on. The vegis were over cooked and cut terrible as Manny's knife skills were awful. So that covers all the food but my main food. Over cooked. All of it. Lobster was charred as were my scallops. Shrimp was not seasoned. Best part was when the chef tossed food into people's mouths I caught about half of what was thrown to me, but the guy next to me was pro. So all in all it was crappy food and an okay show. One last note, the place has a live DJ which is cool but the place is so small and the music is so loud you have the awkward yelling of a night club while you are eating and trying to order.

Service: B (I am not including the cook in this and the way they seated us was poorly done)
Ambiance: C- (If the place was larger I may understand the music even if I did like what they were playing)
Food: D- (I would think it too mean to say they get an F and I may have just got a crappy chef and I would need to try their sushi)

Overall: C-

I only say this as I can't say its terrible till I try all their food but I can highly recommend to all my friends, if you want a good teppan experience Daimon is not your place. I doubt I will ever be going back their unless I am going to try their sushi but there is a WONDERFUL place right down the street if I wanted sushi.

So since I have been sick as of late I have not wanted to do much of anything. I keep getting sinus head-aches so bad that I actually took some pain medicine.

So really insomnia seems to hit me well enough or just maybe the fact that I always slowly grow to sleep during the day and do more at night. I find I really do have more energy once the sun goes down or before it comes up even during the times of a good sleep cycle. If I could I would live like this but as I cannot do too much this late at night and I have a lack of night dwelling friends and the worst part I cannot eat as much at these times due to not many great places being open and my mom sleeping near the kitchen.

So how I came to this conclusion of nightly spirit-fullness is due to when my mother was gone some weeks ago I cleaned my room and the kitchen, went for a run, repaired my desk, and quite a few other things that I find myself being too lazy and non-compliant with during the day.

I have noticed when I meet someone I am attracted to I tend to shy away from them when I am perfectly capable to flirt away with anyone about them. After I noticed this I tend to absolve myself of such a dumb maneuver but alas after said fact I have quite a bit of self-doubt. It doesn't matter I have a lack of follow through once I get someone interested in me.

All of these semi-paragraphs are mini rants attune to how my brain seems to work. Random, constantly moving, and of course odd. I have noticed while having a stuffy nose that I rely on my nose to smooth out words that I would normally just fumble about.

Apparently as I am now I should have been a "cool" kid in high school. Its too bad I found them all far too annoying and stupid to be bothered with such a group of friends.

The more I talk to people the more I wonder how many people truly know me or perhaps I am the one that has a faulty image up so I fail to see those that truely see me. Okay so accuse the last statement I just wanted to write something that sounded deep but as I read it over it looks far too weird.

Even though I have quite a few vegan friends this is how I feel about it:



I'ma go watch more Runaway box till I feel I could crash now...

So summer is here it seems... Its far too hot in my room once more and well I have a load of freaking homework that I "should" do before thursday but this heat makes me even more lazy then ussal. I like the cold and water... fire and ice cannot combined to make anything good.

I want an ice cube throne in my room... I may get work done if this wish is granted.

On a happier note I am going to see Ima Robot this thursday but I still need to get tickets tomorrow. Getting tickets the day before the show... I hope they're not sold out. Then I would have to wait till june to see them...

Money is annoying, everything takes money and I don't get it for awhile.

Heat makes me bicthy. I'm a bicth in heat, oh bad puns slay me.

Okay time to play a bit of cacth up with this would be journal of mine.

Last I posted I had a crappy car, no computer, and I beleive I had a girl friend.

Well scracth all that, I now have a new car and I mean new. It is a black yaris hacth back and although I can't take it any where for a great deal of time yet as I don't have an alarm on it yet I will soon and my woes of driving a car that has blown a gasket many a times will be gone. I love my new car, I walk around it whenever I get out of it just to check if there are any little peices of dirt or if I have any dreadful scracthes. I'm a bit too much paranoid with it but heh I like it.

Next update was no computer, and well I was waiting on getting my work comp from mo but it has taken too long so while helping my brother understand what he was doing while buying a laptop he bought me a computer... the qoute of that day was "dude your getting a dell", he wouldn't stop saying it. Its an okay comp for what I use it for, internet and I have started using my deviant art account but I'll get to that later. I havn't had too many major problem with it yet but it is a dell and it does have vista so it was annoying till I turned off all those things that think you don't know what your doing. Okay so back to deviantART. I have had an account for over a year I think although I never fully signed up so I completly forgot about it. Anyways my dev ID is Azaric so... azaric.deviantart.com go veiw at what I have done recently and as I apologize alot I shall say sorry already as I don't have PS which mean I clean things in paint which is not fun.

Okay so I have not had a girlfriend for some time and the realationship wasn't all that serious anyways. I am not hurt over it nor was I when it happend, as I said it was not serious and quite frankly the only type of realationship in that area I want is a serious one. I hope you could follow that.

Don't know what else to say, perhaps I should tack on the ussal school sucks and I am in fine health. Weather is rainy and that how I like it.

... it blows. Okay so its not that bad but it is soooo boring and being only review courses I find myself remembering high school, being stuck in class, not knowing a damn person in them and best of all being bored out of my mind... ah fond memories... wait, those aren't the fond memories.

I am still without a computer, this is my sister's computer and it is annoying. Whine whine bitch moan... yes it is the only time I feel compelled to write so you all get to hear from me only on such occasions.

I am bored outside of class too, not many people with as much free time as me I suppose but it makes me miss certain people more knowing they are still near by and I don't see them.

I suppose I will eventually do the "loser" thing and go see a movie alone, I still disagree with the loser stamp cause well, I um, yea! Okay bad excuse here's an okay one, I enjoy movies and I would rather pay three bucks and sit in a theater then to rent a movie and sit at home, although my bed is comfy... I do love my bed and talk about it a lot... is that weird? I am beginning to ramble, well I kinda started this as a ramble so I guess I will just go on with it.

I am glad heroes is back, I still can't watch it cause I will be in a chem lab on mondays, thank God for sci fi fridays. Top chef is now over, Don't you dare think I am gay for liking that show, its just that I like food. I wish marcel had won because Ilan was neither original nor a great cook (his line cook won it for him, though I cannot remember her name). Another show is also good now, The dresden files, I love sci fi... Speaking of sci fi, is it just me or have they just stopped trying to make good b movies and just went the way of Pirates of the Caribbean dead man's chest, i.e. Loading a shotgun with scripts and then reassembling them.

The Bruce Campbell Commercial is good... yes good, it would be better if they kept playing the whole thing, it made me shed a tear from watching it the first time. Oh brilliance.

I have been reduced to watching waaaaay too much television, someone save me...

I leave you my favorite quote of the week, "I want to win so I can make David Hasseloff cry." (some guy, American Idol) (Yea I watch it, ya got a problem with that, if you do then I have a problem with your face!)




It may not be very well timed but I luaghed, Thanks Alyssa

I have not gone to work at all this week and yet I have not had any fun. This week has been all too dull with too many things up in the air.

Anyways my sis is off to camp but soon I have to start driving her every morning and it is quite dreadful to think of someone waking me up everyday before 8 in the morning and once she starts school I may just have to drive her to school at 7 if not earlier. What does all this dread end in really?

Absolutely nothing. I will just sit here till I figure on someone to call so that I can alleviate some of my boredom.


Come my friends we must slay a beast of some magnitude such as a windmill.


(holy crap Quixotic is a mood setting, I am I Don Quixote the man of la mancha!)

Okay so my brother has been telling my mom that I'm on drugs and my mom is starting to beleive him. Yippee! So its really strange and kind of disheartening that of all the people to beleive about that is my brother. This really makes no sense to me. I swear these are the times when I really don't like my family. After my mom and I had alittle talk in which I was not on drugs she asked if I could be home Friday night so my sister is not home alone.

All this ends in is serious retardation.

On a happier note the title to this is a song lyric that I enjoy quite a bit.

I have tommrow off so I'll be able to sleep in and relax rather then worrying about where I'm gonna get my next score.

Ahh all this is just so dumb...

I have done pretty much nothing today except wacth E!'s 100 sexiest bodies and wow so many great legs. I swear wacthing this makes me feel perveted but anyways I have been bored. I finaly think I cuaght up on sleep.

I have eaten good food today including a cecar salad wrap, rasberries, and tangerines, yum. I am bored and thats the only reason I post now, I should probaly start calling people so there can be plans for tonight. Maybe I should try to wacth bat thumb to pass the time but that movie is so scary I don't really want to wacth it alone.

So this last week was AX yay! it was tons of fun but it had to end and I can't wait for next year. This week hence after has been a bit of a blur but I did go to Norco cus original Pirate plans were canceled (sorry mostly to Lainey). If plans weren't canceled I might have thought better of Pirates of the Caribian but well.. IT SUCKED ASS! I won't go into the details of it but made me sad and mad it was bad, like bad bad not good good. On a serious note it failed to live up to my standard in movies.

Norco was otherwise dull, nothing I was overly excited about. They do have a nice shoping mall with this nice sushi place that me and Mo were sopposed to go to. It said it was open till 11:30 online but when we got there they had "summer hours" which ment they were not open when we got there.

I am still trying to cacth up on sleep since AX but I keep doing things till late, such as stay out at Talaya's till 3 or 4 when I had to wake up to drive my favored part of the Family to Wild Rivers which was fun but I was still, hell I still am tired. I got sightly burnt on my shoulders but its neither painful nor stiff so I think its just a touch of red...

So I hope to cacth up on sleep tonight but I doute I will... my room is too warm right now.

I hope I see Talaya tommrow cus I have to sow her hand back on, she might need it... right Elisa?

So I am at work and not wanting to work, oh yes it seems so strange right? Anyways I got thinking that I should actualy post a live journal entry cus well I havn't really yet. So what did I decide to say in this and out of my boredum over a nearly ended work day? Nothing really, this will in fact or at least should have no point what so ever. And well I may try to spin pretty words togther I doute anything pretty will come forth. I could write a poem or tell you about my day but meh I shall regail you with a sort of snid bit of my day; mo was wacthing lotr and I was only listining when I relised everyone in lotr has poetry. That is the end of that snid bit.

So what do I feel like doing, again I am at a loss, work? nah I have but five minutes before I will leave so I doute anything truly worthwhile shall happen from that. Go home? I don't know why but I am enjoying not being there and rather being lazy in my disposition of such an unruly chair. Hmm I should be working on stories and work, or even drawing but at this moment I feel as if I don't want to do any of those things.

I started playing FF x-2 again, I swear to all my guy friends that its for the panty shots and I swear to any female that the story of impowering women moves me and I wish I might one day find a women as caring as the ones from the story, but really I do it cus I was that bored.

oh by the way the truth of all this is I wanted to right random things that may or may not be true to entertain myself till I get off my bum and go home, so why tell you this now, cus well I'm ready to go home now heh heh.

I guess I'll post a serious entry some other time.



Okay so now I'll post something serious, I want to make drawings of xyran xeon zanadu and his friends cus I think it would be fun. I felt I should "style" my hair different today so I parted it "backwards" and it turned out okay, mo pointed out the the girl at the vans shop was checking me out, I never do notice these things, to oblivious for my own good (and no she was not bucth!) I hope this little bit makes up for such a long string of randomness that you skimed through earlier.

What do you get when you cross an owl with a bungee cord?
What do you get when you cross an owl with a bungee cord?
What do you get when you cross an owl with a bungee cord?
You get my ass.

'betty'